tashadoll

next in line please. are you being treated badly in your current relationship? were you recently dumped? has someone made you feel less than wanted? have you been cheated on? are you starting to wonder if anyone will ever truly care for you?

well come on down, you could be the next in line to break my heart. all you have to do is show me attention, act like you really care for me, and just when i let my guard down you can crush my heart like an empty coke can. afterwards you'll go back to your unholy, evil, conniving witch (feeling much better about yourself) and never give me another thought.

this process has been proven to work time and time again. and since my heart obviously isn't worth anything to anybody the "you break it you buy it" rule does not apply.

the word sorry has absolutely no meaning to me anymore.
it's simply an overused word to try and take away someone's pain.
someone hurts you. they say sorry.
somone breaks something of yours. sorry.
someone you know dies. sorry.
it's all just so meaningless to me now.
how can one word be soo powerful?
it can't. simple as that.

seriously. the word sorry doesn't mean crap to me anymore.
if you tell me sorry, sure, i'll say okay.
but it's not going to change a darn thing.
just know that.

moving on has been so hard for me.
because i thought he was so amazing. everything i wanted. and i thought we'd be together forever.
but i realize that things change. people come and people go. that's just the way life is.
and you shouldn't waste your time trying to get someone back you can't.
if things were meant to be, they'd just be.
i can't stress this enough to people. not even my own self.
if someone doesn't like you, just give up and move on.
you can't force something that isn't there.
and you shouldn't waste your life trying. you'll just miss out on all the good things.




i'm trying. it's real tough, but i think i can do it.

When I see a couple that's all lovey-dovey, hearts and kisses, "I'll be with you forever.." blah, blah, blah.
AND THEY'VE ONLY BEEN TOGETHER LIKE A WEEK.
I mean, what is up with that? Even only a month. A FREAKIN' MONTH!
Like seriously, can you really mean that after a month?
I'm not pointing fingers, I'm just saying.
I already know a girl who is engaged after being with her boyfriend for less than a month.
That's seriously crazy.

GAH! Just stop it already! You're all being stupid!

And this doesn't go for just girls. Boys, I mean you too.
Most of you are even worse.
With your 8 paragraph "whatever's" on MySpace and such about how much you "loooove" this person.

You're gay.
If you only knew how much you'll hate them in 6 months.

So I'm sure you've all heard of the game Dance Dance Revolution, also known as DDR.
Well I've heard lots of stories about people loosing loads of weight from playing the game.
So a few days ago I purchased the DDR game for my PS2 system.
It's sort of my new year's resoultion to take off a few pounds before this summer.
I figure this would be a really fun way to lose the weight and get in shape before I go bathing suit shopping.
Haha.
So I'll let you all know how it goes :]
See if this so called "DDR diet" really works!

I'm going to be making a Buzznet proof video with shoutouts added to the end.
If you want to be mentioned in my video just put your name below and whatever you'd like me to say :]

Thanks!